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will you remember me when you go back to costa luna?
i was your princess i always needed your approval
and what more can i say? i'm always running in place
maybe i'll realize its best that you're not around everyday
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the city lights blind me
i'm destined to take a wrong turn
the city lights haunt me, i wake up and its still bright outside
i'm not done with myself just yet
but i'm gonna need a better compass to guide me
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bugs [8.26.20]
03:00
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everything is uproot in the morning planting flowers
picture fairies in the garden waking up to brand new towers
i can see your cheeks turning bright red
in the dress that i bought but you look better in it
one day ill pay homage to all the bugs that i’ve slaughtered
but i can’t in the sense that i can’t bring them back
taking hand of the wheel disengage with my impulse to conceal
every day i'm fighting my own pace
as the days pass on, nighttime to dawn
i'm reminded that i'm in the right place
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jesus saves [7.17.23]
04:38
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i wanna tell you how i feel cause no one knows the truth
driving past the jesus saves sign, wondering if its true
you’re holding back i can tell by the way you hold your body
driving fast, ran the stop light as i said im sorry
theres no painless running i learned that from the yellow jackets
beesting limo stunt im watching jackass cause i think its funny
we flirted for 3 months i touched your hand you dropped me off
you never came back wonder if you ever think its funny
floor time in the winter its 40 degrees in my room
sitting by the heater i’m sick and thinking bout you
trying not to cut my hand, i take the hottest shower i can
trying not to run out so fast, i miss my mom and my friends
through jesus christ.. these dumps in life can be easier
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motocrossed [3.27.23]
01:31
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in my dreams [1.13.22]
03:25
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I had a dream you wouldn’t stop calling on me redacted
it felt so real, even though it would never be
it was the baddest thing that i could’ve seen in action
to be disassociated, going through a crisis
waking up to see
you standing right in front of me
well it was bound to happen
but a dream doesn’t call for action
i know it seems, like you’re the only one reflecting
but please remember there are others here relaxing
what if i’m rusting, there is never a way to tell
in time i’m trusting, hoping something work out well
but if you get me up soon,
we’ll go light matches
but if you leave me to snooze
you better come back to visit
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mariachi band [7.5.23]
01:55
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heard a mariachi band from the train tracks
saw fireflies dancing in the field at my parents house
thought long and hard about leaving it all
but thats just that empty self doubt
i cried as my friends left the station
seeing my wind blow your hair out of placement
walked from obrien down to the what a burger
wanna feel something not so burdened
watching the years go by
trying not to let it all pass me by
wanting to feel alive
but never knowing whats on the other side of this
i don’t wanna die
at least not till i’ve done everything
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flea town usa [8.14.23]
01:25
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the buried house off the freeway
walking alone in a haunted place
i wish that you were still near me
i wish that you could still see this sunken face
standing tall in the grass
i was cold
never less
here we are
at the end
we see eye to eye
makes no sense
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i just wanna know if i would be okay without you here tomorrow
soon as the setting sun hits the ground i follow
waking up to smiles and pancakes in bed
life like grass in the mirror
streetlights pass over head skies water fall
down all of north carolina
and its calling us out to the mountains
home is wherever i see you most often
in your underwear blowing smoke in the pale light
laying in the clearing, throwing rocks into the creek
walking silent in the autumn air, my hands warm in your sleeves
if i had drawn the world and oceans with my fingertips id map a little spot for you with plants + rocks with sun to hit your back yet i just wanna know if i would be okay without you here tomorrow
i spent my teenage years running from myself and i spent more time in bed than going out
i dropped out of school to be alone
why did i not figure this is growing old
oak tree dropping acorns in the final months of spring i went and brought you flowers cause of how you were feeling
if we could stand by, watch the time pass our idle bodies by
and sit and watch our memories on endless replay live
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i just wanna know if i would be okay without you here tomorrow
soon as the setting sun hits the ground i follow
waking up to smiles and pancakes in bed
life like grass in the mirror
streetlights pass over head skies water fall
down all of north carolina
and its calling us out to the mountains
home is wherever i see you most often
in your underwear blowing smoke in the pale light
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i wrote this difficult song for you
i hope it lightens up your mood
april 26th hot girls at the beach
i remember all the cakes you’ve baked for me
its only 15 turns to your house now
i can do it in an hr just count down
i’d drive right over just to spend time on the couch
do you wanna go to the secret pond you found
off belvedere and nassau
we could watch the turtles peak their heads up, hold hands in the cold winter months
and stay awake till we pass out
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you don’t know what i have to do
you don’t know what this puts me through
coming up with excuses as to why it took me 6 weeks to respond to that text
seemed like a lot to do, i just them all pile up till there were too many to be read
and if i left the house more maybe i would feel better, by myself but i don’t
if you wanna come over, i’ll leave a spot for you on the couch, somewhere to call home
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u lucky dog [1.26.23]
01:24
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i was obsessed with sling when i met you, my mom had just gifted me the blue sweater she wore when i was born
i am naive as hell - i'm only 20, i've got a lot to learn, i must accept
its just your reflex to protect me baby
i stumbled off into the breath of the night without a leash on
i have this very sudden fear, that you’ll leave me out here
and im circling my own tail to my death
you lucky dog
you have our sympathy
you just wallow
and drown in your self pity
you never ever leave your room
it's just too hard to bare
you're always busy caught up in your own despair to get out
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door cover [4.17.22]
03:21
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